마음놀이

그리고 그녀는 생각했다.

그녀가 잃은 것은 그까짓 심장이 아니라 '마음'이었음을 기억해냈다.

어디에라도 달려가고 싶었지만 마땅히 목적지는 없었다.

It was still raining and all she got was a purple heart bleeding purple blood.

She couldn't even throw it away because she knew it was such a precious peice of wish and desire.

She was looking at damn purple sky and thought she was happy.

She looked at the ground and told herself that she was getting better.

It was still raining outside so nobody was really walking.

And this girl was trying to run but she had to hold the purple heart so precious.

All of a sudden, she was afraid of ending up with eatin her purple heart.

But she knew it would never taste good.

She knew the taste of a heart is bitter than anything in the world.

She knew the taste of a hell might be the same as her purple thing.

She was looking at herself through her tired eyes.

She was beautiful.

She wanted her wholesome mind back but nobody was going to heal her.

It started raining harder and this little girl fell on the ground.

She was totally out of control. She could not get up or think straight.

Nobody was there looking at her.

So she was a free soul. She could do anything she wanted to do.

So she ate it hoping it tastes not worse than her past.

She was satisfied and this whole thing led her to death. Purple death.

So she finally became free.

Now she can fly or be friends with other spirits.

She was happy and her heart wasn't there. Sad but cool.

She still felt just like she was alive somewhere, but she was purple bright in the sky of early evening of a winter day.

She was still looking at wind, sunshine, tiny people, weak souls, and the purple rain .....

Purple SUN with amazing heartbeat