What makes me sad is that you did not want to invest in long term relationship with me. You wanted the body, not the soul.

You knew I am a lonely soul, so took advantage of it.

The worst part is that I know it's not my fault, but it feels like it's my fault. 
You make me feel bad,feel ashamed. You knew I am vulnerable.Can't stop thinking how much you would have laughed at my vulnerability.

Yet I keep falling for that shit and end up crying myself to sleep.
How horrible it is